I’m delayed. And yes, when we tested for pregnancy, I am positive! We learned about it very early, so when we went to the OB for an ultrasound, my baby was still a gestational sac. After 2 weeks, we go back and see if my baby has a heartbeat na. I still can’t believe it now. I never thought I deserve a chance like this. Mixed feelings flood through my heart – happy, elated, scared. But all in all, grateful for the gift God has given me and my husband. We pray that we will be able to live up to God’s expectations as parents. This is a start of our journey, I assure you you’ll hear more about it…

When God says YES

March 1, 2007

I’ve been struggling a lot these past few weeks, walking in a haze of all the things I need to do. I always try to rationalize it all, and I’m glad I’m not facing any major changes this time around. But God has a funny way of reminding you that we always need to rock the boat, in terms of our faith. We should never be complacent and just be used to what we have. What He giveth, He can taketh away. Har har. I will be facing major adjustments this coming weeks, and I feel relieved that I have passed a stage of my life where my patience and understanding was refined in fire… But I also feel anxious about what the future holds. But I am thankful for the chance. God will not give me this chance if He is not cooking up something big for me <wink>.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!